This is not the first time you've posted about Ashlyn. She's a 14 year old so there's a high likelihood that she's genuinely intolerable. But aren't you in your twenties? Maybe don't fixate on her so much. Lena needs to figure this out for herself.
It's really sad - my in-laws are in their mid-to-late 70s and are currently applying to jobs because they're convinced that Social Security will go away. I hate to see older folks so scared by this lunacy.
Girl. Have some dignity and kick him to the curb because it's clear he's not really interested in you. He probably wants you on standby in case his dick or his ego need stroking. Don't make excuses for someone who's mistreating you, especially at such a young age - you're just inviting dysfunction. You can and will do better, but not if he's in the way. Good luck.
Yeah probably some pimple-faced DOGE kid who never learned about the Enola Gay because their school systems were underfunded and they're too young to remember OMD.
Please don't take this as me trying to be mean or unfeeling, but I'm curious - you're talking about some pretty serious issues, so why are you trying to sound so childlike? E.g., "uncomf", "wana make u happi <3", "awfuler feels", "big sads". I'm interested in what you're saying but the way you present it makes it so hard to take seriously. Is this a thing in the trans community that I just don't get, or just your schtick, or what?
Nobody's going to want to be around you if you're volatile and hurtful. And "I can't help it" is a thin excuse. These are things you absolutely could control, you just have to try.
You sound young. Get control of yourself and develop some empathy. And while you're at it, do something about your internalized misogyny. These two passages ought to create some cognitive dissonance for you:
Women also piss me off more than men do, so I hang out more with them because I feel like they get me and aren’t as removed.
I think women should be the best versions of themselves :) [I believe this is why society is so hard on women as a whole]
Yeah I love my Withings scale