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  • No, what I know is real is that consciousness is the base substance of reality, but not like pansychism that says rocks n trees are conscious, but rather we are pockets of consciousness called monads in a monadic nodal communication system.

    Y'know, Server, Client, Holy Internet? We Know things, and what you're saying is what I said fifteen years ago, before this trip and many others.

  • I just started! I'm just like this, even wh3m aye deside two bee dum dum

  • No that's the thing, I didn't suffer. I experienced shit. It wasn't shit. I grew. Now there is so little shit, no matter what I do. Thank God!

  • Do you know God? That would have made my life hell, not realizing consciousness is the base substance of reality and everything we each experience is procedurally generated in our personal reality tunnel.

  • Wow, look at this civilized "person" who behaves like a reflexive child when they experience a fnord! Hey buddy! God is a unified field of consciousness that arose from the supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness to then fold in and on Itself across eleven dimensions to form a topological matrix that acts as a monadic nodal communication system, obviously. Go vent some of that unresolved teenage angst somewhere else!

  • Lemmy Shitpost @lemmy.world

    Homeless wisdom

  • Risperidone and deprakote!

  • I must apologize to my life partner. I don’t wish to be violent with him. It happens in these circumstances. I now no longer believe I’m going to be arrested. Again. It is strenuous. This may not be good enough of an apology. I am doing my best in the created circumstances.

  • Lemmy Shitpost @lemmy.world

    I was in a cult, I think

  • I must apologize to my life partner. I don't wish to be violent with him. It happens in these circumstances. I now no longer believe I'm going to be arrested, again. It is strenuous.

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world

    That one voice in my head

  • I UNDERSTAND what it sounds like. You would need to read my book to understand the full bredth of our circumstances, which include me being BOTH schizoaffective AND the guy that told his ROTC cadre that his nonexistent sister got him pregnant. Yea, he only interned with the CIA when he attended RIT, so he's deliberately being impossible so I am forced to meet my tentative mother-in-law in secret because we cannot tell if he has gone overboard with the Buddhism or if this is advanced psychosis.

    Regardless, he seems to indicate he wants to go on a two hundred mile death excursion to a monastary, on foot, with his already difficult vows, so there's karmic impetus to try to help him; the help being directly something that is conditioning me out of my traumas and maladaptations to meet him where he is and help a man with thought disorders. Even if this sweet, compassionate man is lying through his teeth to me (and he does at times), helping him as he is helps me in my bigger picture goals of maybe being of use to society besides being this on the internet.

    I can be other things too! I think.

  • It's the fucking bat man, I swear! I just many funny comments on the internet.

  • Poems makes soul connect here

    Wherever the words do I so steer

    Forever in Akashic records I read

    I make my "self" what I shall feed

    Make wavelength whatll become

    Sharin' the highest of all wisdom

    Much akin the ways of days yore

    Receive same on yur own shore!

    Fisher of men is the honest man

    Such b the majesty of Gods plan

  • I don't know, I just save cool images sometimes. Thank you though!

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world

    I hunger for sanity

  • Lemmy Shitpost @lemmy.world

    Uniquely a dingledoo

  • I just do it naturally. I just wrote a "What Would Epstein Do?" article about the cornerstone and police state this morning. Decided against it. One homeless man who commented on me first foraging in trash years ago said, "the world ain't ready for us yet." Forgot the children of this world can't help themselves but do what they were programmed to do for the first eighteen+ years of their lives. Occult just means "hidden," like most features of the police state.

  • I have been genuinely and incorrectly violent; I definitely have done regretful things. I feel I have no recourse and he is leading us into homelessness again. He literally has willpower of a monk and he uses it for what I think he thinks is making me better able to resist my anger, but he absolutely also has some mental illness, and there are times some of the things he does hurt, severely, emotionally. I've whacked him with a pan and broke his guitar. He's straight up let me believe a lie that radically changed my behavior for months, to both our detriment because he saw "value" in it. He CANNOT take responsibility for anything, and refuses to see any professional. I have grown my agency because of him. It was not worth the amount I've cried.

  • Red rocket the fucker into therapy

  • The idea for the joke came from first thinking of 3d printed houses. I then thought "deconstruction," but that wasn't right, so then I had the idea that the government is going to replace all the houses for $49.95, and here we are.

  • This is Nintendo we're talking about. They passed some divine wind while flying into our fackin' ships. If Mario is anything but straight or butch, I'll be amazed.

  • Listen, I need some drugs to understand what these words you're saying mean...

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world

    Losing my shit

  • Lemmy Shitpost @lemmy.world

    Do you think Tarzan was a virgin when he met Jane, or was he clappin' gorilla cheeks?

  • Lemmy Shitpost @lemmy.world

    The Story of How Learning to Juggle Changed My Life

  • Juggling @lemmy.world

    The Story of How Learning to Juggle Changed My Life

  • Poetry @lemmy.world

    Random word poem #1

  • Atheism @lemmy.world

    What caused the big bang/God? Independent/dependent phenomena discussion.

  • Just Post @lemmy.world

    A poem spawned from the word "pleasant"

  • Poetry @lemmy.world

    A poem spawned from the word "pleasant"

  • Just Post @lemmy.world

    My life partner is a liar and is setting me up

  • Music @lemmy.world

    God calls, tells me to get you to listen...

  • Off My Chest @lemmy.world

    Anger go grrrr...

  • Lemmy Shitpost @lemmy.world

    Take risks, don't gamble

  • memes @lemmy.world

    Gud meem n pome