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  • In retrospect, it's funny to me now that I was feeling afraid and sick to my stomach to the point of shaking and nearly throwing up, and their response was just so relaxed and cool. I asked if they weren't surprised and the answer was no.

    Like... WHO AM I FOOLING? ONLY MYSELF? DID EVERYONE ELSE GET THE MEMO FIRST?

  • Ugh, same. Can't bear to think how many people I must have alienated or hurt with such behavior. I suppose there's nothing to be done about the past, but listen to its lessons to be better, kinder me in the future.

  • I came out to the one person that matters most, and everything was OK. Like better than OK. What was the point of all that internal torture I put myself through? Finally feel like I can breathe again.

    Still think the gods are having a huge laugh at my expense over the timing though.

  • Your comment made me realize with new clarity how much male relationships are built on a shock factor comedic antics and edgy humor, which include casual homophobia and misogyny, racism or just generally "punching down."

    But also, ick.

  • Had my own That Dream recently.

    You know how in the movie Interstellar, there is the tesseract, an endless matrix grid showing moments in space and time?

    In the dream I am in my own Trans Tesseract, seeing images of myself at future points in time going through the various stages of transition.

    Woke up and my first thought was, "What a very normal cishet dream. I think I need to check some things..."