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meow meow meow

  • also i have smol boobs and my mom have smol my dad sister are smolgenetics

  • i have high T pre hrt 20-27 nmol and im experienced depersonalization some times derealization suicidal thoughts, depression etc etc and it all from puberty start at 12 biochemical dysphoria really need research

  • im remember when i starting hrt with cyproterone holy shit it like painkiller after blocking receptors after some hours i feel better and less psychotic

  • (also get a vpn if you didn’t do so already, use librefox + ublock origin, self host if possible, know your threat model, etc) already but basically, the best would be to go for a larger city in a relatively trans-friendly country. consider also society’s attitudes rather than laws only! berlin? considering you’re in russia, literally go to any bigger city (like 100k+ ppl) in the west, you’ll be much better off that way. already people are awful in asian part

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    what best countries for trans ppl and overall in your opinion

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    hrt really do things

  • hmm it normal now

  • i think lurasidone(antipsych) messing up that why i going soon to stop taking this shit

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    aaa why face muscles became asymetrical

  • i want nixos mobile.....but i have oneplus 9rt with snapdragon 888

  • also i look up at photos pre-puberty puberty start

    my skull isnt changed at all

    even think im look better now than boy pre puberty

    only diffrence i see now that i weight gained and grow up a little bit

    so i really avoided male puberty coool, if i didnt get estro one year ago i think i ended with $uic*de because i was VERY DYSPHORIC in deep depression, and happy now (ignore brainworms im really happy)

  • that makes me a less dysphoricwhy somedays no dysphoria some days have dysphoriabut is not estrogen levels because at high levels i feel same lol

    ah no, stop i know: i was bumped with antipsychotics 2 years ago because one psych think im schizo(hopefully others think im ok) then got psychosis and motor disorders on them and other psych prescribed latuda so i still cant found time to tape it (im at min dose), think this drug mess up my dopamine now

  • true, thank you

  • also if i somehow gain money for ffs in future which bones are clocky and i need to shave

  • yea my voice is naturally girlytestosterone are near zero stable for 1yrestradiol - sometimes is waaay too high, ~200pg now, last bloodtest said 469 pg and i lowered back (should be 150+ pg, even 120 pg at lowest give me strong T suppression 0.64 nmol)

    dont ask me why i cut hair but short also okay for nowi want to grow out to chest and colour to idk what color

    on reddit ive never got detailed answer imstead i will got depressing "you re valid" "4tranner" (they think are only 4tran dysphoric about every mm l)

  • also which glasses will look good and feminine on me?

  • oaoaoa meowrrr, thank you :3

  • i think u are also pass and super cute :3

  • some other, also cool i doesnt have adam apple also as full body - i definitly pass ~162 cm and overall body is ok also i never grew facial hair(even no body hair at all) (how hard it was been to get hrt at 15 and convert transphobic mom to normal)

  • local online store

    also u so cute)

  • P.S. Could I send a picture of myself in DMs and ask the same thing?

    yes

  • OMG she literally 1:1 like me

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    do i pass?

  • Linux @lemmy.ml

    do u think apple will kill somehow Asahi Linux in future?