Why am I so ugly and can't stop binge eating.
I'm so ugly and It keeps getting worse since I binge eat, I just fucking hate myself. I keep eating and I know it's actively making me look more masculine. And feel worse.
Eating disorders are tied to body image issues. If you have access to mental health services seek eating disorder treatment. Moving from binge eating to a more dangerous eating disorder can be easier than moving to a healthy relationship with food
I've personally been wearing baggy clothing or the dysphoria hoodie to hide my body shape. You can also wear a mask and pretend it's for COVID reasons to hide your face.
I've seen the pictures you're posted and you look beautiful, but if you need to do something to change/hide your appearance for your sake then do it! I want the best for you <3
Honey, this is your depression acting up again. Talk to your therapist, please. We can't give you the help you need. You are beautiful and loved, and please, take some time for self care. It does wonders for ones mental health.