It's always a good idea to back off and focus on yourself. Having checked your comments it does seem you've been riled up by all the bad media, recently. Been there.
Having said that, maybe its a good idea to start blocking all the keywords that make you sad, and look for an instance other than lemmy.world and lemmy.ml? They're well known to be the worst instances because the owners are trigger-happy fascists (Dessalines specifically but I can't remember which one they're from), and often are the source of unsavoury content or treatment.
Piefed and Blåhaj are the top two in terms of community and instance ownership.
Isn't there a largely disproportionate amount of Jewish billionaire corporation owners in the USA? At least some of them are probably pro Israel. This, combined with the USA's long history of meddling, creating, and profiting from wars, makes it very believable that the US would, shockedpikachu.png, assist in and profit from a war