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  • By euphoria, do you mean you like getting high?

    yuh, my dopamine receptors are fucked by antipsychotics

  • fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, new hobby dropped, money for materials -99999$, blahaj - 180 cm, failed attempts 154+

    i have mine from aliexpress but its made in indonesia

  • me mrprmprmprmp mmprmpmprmwepwmpemwpmepw :3

  • i dont understand this lol

    but ekaterina mizulina gen-z community is funny, writing "whyyyyyy we block roblox, there no lgbtqia+, there nothing bad, give us game back" "MIZULINA, HELP Kseniya Sobchak trolling us on our 1 june kid protection day with interview with LBGT trainblender igor sinyak", "mizulinnaaaa help, our school isnt warm enough!!!!!!!!!" etc dumbshit

    "mizulina, rkn blocking LIIIINUUUUX!!!!!!! linux is on exams now!!!!!"(but doesnt specified distribution lol, but "exams" using russian ALT or Astra distribution which have own repositories), "mizulina, rkn blocked PYTHOOON!!!!!!!!"also yeah cache.nixos.org is fucked, crates.io was fucked idk wa now, a lot of stuff got fucked

    idk russians are awful, this why we still have putin, also opposition russians is just faschism lite

  • waow i need owo vegetarianism!!!!!!!!!!!! a diet with estrogens

  • it sux, even aggressive nordic winter became softer, summer is hell now, i tired overheating, it was 30C today, but hopefully i got massive rain and clouds became angry cat doing arararwrarwarrwrarwrarwrarwrrwrarwrwrrwrarrwrw!!!!!!!!!! :33333

  • yyay mprmprmpmr meomeowmoemw :3 i needed that this morning

  • want bottom surgery mrprpprpepepp

  • like i okay but meltdowns huh, and still i lack attention n love

  • look post history, it made worse, even psychotherapy in my 17,098,246 km2 country it will be only worse

  • yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! +w+ :3333

  • today is awful, parents is toxic, sensory overload due fcking mom cleaning whole house, every fcking weekend, i got stress aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i got bad throughts again.................. (such as diy euthanasia), i just cant handle toxic environment which area is 17,098,246 km2 (actually more but there more complex)

    maybe just somehow cut off parents and just live hikkiko internet life, but i still lonely i want love care attention etc, i wanna cat mommy which would be care me

  • only tapering sert

    everything is good except wanting drugs(maybe still hostile environment?) for euphoria, problems w motor idk its like body armoring,

  • its me!!!!!!!!!!! again meomwoemwomorm mprmprm :3333333

  • i never mentioning autism/adhd to doctors, because they will jsut laugh and said that i schizo like they did with my transness, however, i've never mentioned transness too, just my mom was put me in this fcking system,

    they was patholizing even my talking style, at that moment it was slow, sad, quite, they dont like every trait in me, and yeah transness

    i was all life weirdo kid, and they "onset at 12yo, set phone password, started growing hair"

    i just avoid psychiatry system, also aaaaaaaaa i cant trauma dump again toooooooo, it was insane

    to fix everything in me, like transness, weirdness, they bump me with antipsychotics and i got damage from them(muscle motor problems), also cptsd lol

    there the unfun https://piefed.blahaj.zone/c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone/p/833874/my-brain-was-fucked-by-doctors-thanks-you-doooctoor

  • yay

  • idk my psycho said i have autistic traits but not enough for ASD, but the problem, is my insane cencorship with him, and quite messed up history before, and a lot of doctors hate self-diagnosts and overall neurodiversity, here they usually put instead schizo for me(+ im trans + adhd)

    but awwtistic awwdhd explains my life a lot, and bullying from childhood a lot(+gender nonconformy), i have a lot of traits, weirdness, etc

    i feel disable as hell lol

  • transmasc rule

  • yay yes, i currently listesing queer artists!!!! "which making me hate family country and making me woke", aaaaaa it so annoying that propaganda machine rly do shitakes like that, and they have medical license, i also had from another "DOCTOR psychiatrist" which i was forced

    "that woke neuroprogramming propaganda integrates in memes, western movies, etc etc"

    also i egg cracked roungly after year on NixOS yaaay!!!!! the woke virus mind linux distribution

    also mom was said in her psychosis of 2024 "that programmers all like that, and propaganda integrated in colorful codes"

    now i wanna be woke mind virus artist too!!!!! wanna todo music which makes ppl trans, also draw memes to woke ppl mind!!!!!! and make a woke software code in rust, also do estrogen pollution in water

    aaaaaaaaaaaaa i really serious, russians is very sad

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    does bottom surgery worth it?

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    bed catgir[u]l[e]

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    my brain was fucked by DOCTORS, thanks you doooctoor!

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    prog is ugughhguhg

  • BudgetAudiophile @lemmy.world

    which kz are most better?

  • BudgetAudiophile @lemmy.world

    buying used dt 770 pro 250 ohm

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    tapering SSRIs(sertraline)

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world

    opinions on anti-psychiatry?

  • ADHD @lemmy.world

    vent?