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@ akunohana @piefed.blahaj.zone

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  • Wow! I didn't even realize that functions have these man pages looking docs!!! Complete beginner here... I also had no idea that there are debuggers that can help with this. I'll look it up tomorrow! Thanks! :)

  • Thanks! I'll experiment with it tomorrow! :)

  • Thank you. My age is one of my biggest hurdles when it comes to my mental health, so honestly, this is kind of triggering. But I of course understand what you meant and I'm grateful for the encouragement!!! 🩵

    I have always known how I want to behave, talk, look and feel. But I grew up in such a cisnormative context that I internalized the mantra, "something's wrong with me". My mental health issues didn't help either: I had no sense of self worth whatsoever. 💔

    But I am here now. And I believe in my future. 🩷

  • I immediately started looking stuff up and found this treasure trove. Thank you for the suggestion!!! 🩵

  • Would've preferred to see at least one shiny in there, but this is good (read: awesome) too. 🙂

  • Just installed and tried out Echoes of the End. After having played extremely story driven titles - like the two Horizon games - I just couldn't learn to love this one. Which is weird, since I LOVED Nier:Automata, for instance.

    On another note, this week, I also installed and beat three times, MiSide. I'm absolutely in love. What is wrong with me. 🤣

    On yet another note, anybody going to this: https://www.musicofsquareenix.com/tour

  • That is SO beautiful! I shall keep in mind, that all steps matter. 💙

  • Thank you for informing me! I did actually note that there were some links on DIY. I shall see what this years brings. It's still so new to me, the fact, the notion, that I can be the way I actually am. All these years of repression... oi...

    Anyway, thanks again! 😊

  • Thank you for your kind words! 💙 I will definitely keep in mind, that awesome phrasing: it's a marathon, not a sprint. It's like you saw right through me. I was in fact in a rush on the inside. 😆

  • Finally back on a PC and keyboard 😅

    What got deleted earlier was, although not in its full glory:

    "English please. 😭" was just a really bad joke, trying to imply that makeup, to me, is like a foreign language that I don't understand.

    I can't stop smiling just by the thought of trying on nail polish! 😆💙 Maybe I'll check some out tomorrow when I'm also looking for perfumes.

    There is a great thrift store where I live with a great selection of clothes that send a great variety of expression and identity! I live in isolation, but there might be one person whom I could ask to lend me, or even hang out with me when I try out, their nail polish. Although I can't stop wondering what she'll say when I ask her not to call me a boy.

  • I wrote such a long reply and accidentally pressed "cancel". 💔

    I guess I'll just write the most important part for now: thank you so much for your heartwarming response! And thank you for not accepting transgenderness being framed as a medical condition. I easily go along with that jargon because of the hoops I have to jump through to justify myself. I even feel anxious about talking to the physician tomorrow, you know?

    Anyhow, thank you for all the great advice!!!🩵

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Gender affirmation before diagnosis

  • Great idea! I'm basically already doing that, but with App Manager. It is able uninstall, disable or freeze apps. It can deny dangerous app operations and disable dangerous permissions. Also, it can block internal trackers. :)

  • Already tried that but as it says on UAD-NG removing Google Play services may cause bootloops, which happened to me. Also, when I tried Aurora Store a few years back, I wasn't able to authenticate a paid app that I use.

  • The horrifying flashbacks that cart/wagon gave me are just unreal. This is genius. 🩵

  • I mean, to each their own, but when I was learning Japanese, I did just that: I immersed myself into the language with as many senses (?) as possible. Reading, writing, listening, imitating (called "shadowing"), literally talking to myself, plastering my walls with glossary and example sentences, forcing myself to read them out loud every time I would pass by one of the words or sentences hanging from my walls. Right until I realized that I had hit a barrier that could only be overcome by moving - at least temporarily - to Japan, which I did, but that's another story.

  • Virginity: I'm the only thing you can lose and never get back 🥰\Source code: Hold my beer 🍺

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  • Hi Brook! Thank you for sharing! And congratulations on the confirmed HRT! 🩵 I'm so anxious, because I'm having a phonecall with my family doctor this Thursday and she is supposed to decide whether or not to send me to a gender identity clinic to determine whether I have dysphoria or not. I feel quite ready to cast off everything that is societally, culturally and biologically considered male thank you... 🥺 what if my family doctor says "no" for whatever reason. 😭 I'll get a second opinion, of course, but the anxiety...!!! 🤣 aaaaaah I'm sorry. I just needed to vent and for now this is the only place. Which is to say, we'll MAKE the future bright! Together! 💪🩵🩷🤍

  • Thanks! That's exactly what I'm using! Sorry for the unclear post. 🙏🩵 updated it now!

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