Posting/talking about it this way so many years later is not a constructive use of your time though. Be positive instead, lest you relapse.EDIT: I stand corrected; gratitude. I worded it wrong, my point is that there are better ways. Should not have diminished.
The company is called Salesforce. Who else can head such a beast but an incarnation of Satan himzelf.
Plot twist: The lever was set for the train to move to the sidetrack. Who caused the train to squish the people, you or theseus' you? O.o
These medications also take time to settle in. You should use a correct dose for at least a few weeks to see how well a certain molecule affects you.Get that diagnosis, talk to a doctor. The hard way is often the better way.
Then grow up, realize you have a lot of value and make sure you find a tribe that recognizes and honors that.
Vroom