who up wasting their youth

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Youth successfully wasted! I've been living in someone's garage because I'm a failure working in a factory yay!
...yay?
- this inspired me 🥹 to never get a job. thanks

Imagine having such a blessed life, living at home with loving parents, and thinking your life was wasted? Didn't you enjoy the books, the joints and the videogames? Also, what were you expecting to do with it? Your will decides how the universe moves or are you, like everyone else, just a limited being with some degree of self determination? You do realize we're all reaching the same destination (or, for the believers, going through the same place)? 🤷
- yea i feel very blessed and privileged but my depression doesnt agree :/
  
  Your depression is weak and stupid and pitiful. It will never do amything good and nobody will ever love it except as part of some misguided misunderstanding related to the rest of you. It should just kill itself and let you get on with your fucking life.
  Unless you're a fascist. Then reverse everything i just said; your depression is great.

would sell my soul for a stoner disaster who also wasted her youth
- SAME but i would like an alcoholic not a smoker bc smoke makes my lungs ouchie
  
  mmmm yeah maybe it's not the specific vice, just the presence of a vice. brb, gonna go try to hook up at a 12-step program

I had to drop out of uni because of depression and social anxiety when I was 25. Been in therapy since, weekly sessions and a six week stay in a clinic. Tried working again 2 years ago but had to quit after a few months.
I'm 29 now. Since about 3 months ago out of the blue my mental ailments have all but vanished. The months before that were very painful. I had lost contact with all my friends, my hobbies no longer felt fun, I was just lost and scared because of what's been happening in the world. But during that time without really being aware of it I processed a lot of trauma and allowed myself to actually see it through and regenerate for the first time. The reclusive hermit stage can lead to big things. If you're interested the woman in this video talks about her healing journey which then kicked off mine.
I also recommend mindfulness training. Basically teach yourself to think less because thinking makes you sad.
- thank you for sharing. sending love （￣︶￣）↗❤️

I almost did this twice, first time I got bored and went back to uni, second time with drugs, but the drugs motivated me to study for uni again, idk what's wrong with me
- this isnt wasting youth... fake waster 🫵🤨
  
  Damn, I really tried tho, I'm just not strong enough for that

Is it? I have done nothing with my life.
- have you left the house today or yesterday or last week or last month? thats something

I used photoshop tutorials on wastedyouth.org when it existed.
I've wasted more than my youth now.