It seriously does feel like it sometimes, and in the end you just kind of feel alienated because you seem to be the only one who just doesn't feel like this should be your life
I mean, those are just some textbook autism traits (having little to no respect for authority, having no filter, and wanting to be in our own safe space away from people), which is partly why we do struggle so much to find and keep employment (but can do quite well working in an environment that actually considers and provides for our needs)..