RenLinwood @ RenLinwood @lemmy.blahaj.zone

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Non-binary transfem communist, usually angry

Almost 2 years into HRT and same! I never felt comfortable enough to allow myself to be anything other than standard issue manly, emotionally repressed and miserable but never doing anything about it because I should just toughen up and get over it. Now I'm making up for lost time enjoying life in ways I was afraid to before and I fucking love it. A few weeks ago my wife and I did acid at a rental lakehouse with half a dozen friends, it had a tub big enough for my 6'3" ass to fit almost completely laying down with room for her as well, the two of us made a big collaborative effort to light tea candles all over the room and spent what felt like hours just talking openly and crying and splashing about and enjoying each others' company. Being able to actually be vulnerable with a romantic partner like that was completely unimaginable to me before, and it was so fucking nice. I could never go back to living the way I did.