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JerryMerweather

@ JerryMerweather @piefed.social

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  • Standing with Palestine, boycott Zionist brands! 🇵🇸 The ceasefire is to affirm the ignorant, it has been violated!
  • Escape the addiction of porn: https://www.easypeasymethod/.

Trying to sharpen my reading skills, and so far I have read these books:

  • Sherlock Holmes (not all of his stories)
  • Arsene Lupin
  • Sherlock vs Arsene

Still reading the last book, didnt finish it, and its chapters are much longer than the last 2 books, but they are interesting non the less.

Besides reading, my programming skills are also one of my priorities that I seek to improve.I started with flutter. Do message me if you feel like you can help 🙂

Did I mention that I am also learning 3d Modeling?Not the best at it but I can model basic stuff.

Other than that, I want to start storywriting too, because I love good stories, and I want to make a story game!

Anyway, Feel free to message me, I dont mind saying hello!

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    what features do you think ais like gemini,chatgpt etc will have in 5-10 years?

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  • I am 100% pushing my luck with Microsoft and the team 😅

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  • VScodium AFAIK only builds straight from the repo.

    So I am not sure if that is possible or not.

    I use it though and it is such a relief to be away from microsofts dirty eyes while still using their products.

    (Unfortunately, I am using the dart and flutter plugins, so Google still gets the privilege of spying on me, if anyone knows similar plugins without the google crap, do tell me in pm. I disable analytics, but no way this does anything.)

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  • Really dont know why the downvotes, does this look AI? is the bolding the reason?

    I spent so much time rewriting this. Dang it.

    (I was hoping I would get peoples opinion on the matter)

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  • I thought it would look cooler, I wrote all of this because I was venting.

    Which is why I wrote a summary below.

    If the grammer or wording is werid, its because I tired to lessen the usage of I pronoun because it was used alot in the original diary I wrote.

  • What's something interesting (to you) you'd like to share about your current hyperfixation/obsession? (Infodump safespace for both neurotypicals and neurodivergents)

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  • My guy that is amazing!!!

    Thanks for sharing, I have escaped from porn, but I have yet to stop touching myself.

    Good to know things are going well for you. 🤍

  • What's something interesting (to you) you'd like to share about your current hyperfixation/obsession? (Infodump safespace for both neurotypicals and neurodivergents)

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  • manosphere, what is that?

    Oh yeah, but it could also happen to some men too. Its unfortunate.

  • What's something interesting (to you) you'd like to share about your current hyperfixation/obsession? (Infodump safespace for both neurotypicals and neurodivergents)

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  • I am planning to make a post on this to read peoples opinion.

    Anyway...Not hyperfixated on it but I have been thinking about how common sexualization/pornification has become, especially on women.

    It raises beauty standard to unrealistic levels, and usually makes people be ashamed of their bodies.

    I have also been thinking about sexual assualts . Most victims are usually young girls and women.

    Male victims are ignored, as if trauma wasnt a thing that everyone no matter the gender experiences in such crimes.

    It is unfortunate that female victims usually have more consequences than male victims when it comes to sexual assualts. (They risk getting pregnant.)

    The fact that porn(mostly consumed by males), movies, anime, and other forms of visual media are usually optimized( hypersexualized ) for "the male gaze".

    Not mentioning the dark industry behind it that only encourages sex trafficking of innocent souls.

    It makes me disgusted, am I dirty for being a male?Why are males generally more focused on physical appearance than women?Why is the male gaze > female gaze??

    I dont know, makes me feel disgusted and ashamed of myself sometimes.

    Perhaps I owe women an apology on behalf of all of the mess some men are doing.

    I do realize that I am generalizing alot, and there are flaws in this thought, but I cant get it out of my head.It's also one of the reasons that encouraged me to escape porn and the dark industry behind it

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  • Hey dude, I dont know what OCD is, but some problems you described seem to be from a single source I would assume.

    Wasting time watching porn.

    If you want to have more time to spend on your hobbies, If you dont want to think and lust about aritifical porn, If you want to escape porn and get yourself busy reading something.Then I recommend you to read this: https://easypeasymethod.org/

    It helped me so much, changed my perspective around porn, and gave me more free time to use on personal hobbies.

    Honestly man, give it a read!!You will have something to busy yourself with, which I assume might relieve you from thinking about your regrets. AND will help you become a better version of yourself.

    All the best dude, I hope this first step encourages you to do more.

    🤍

  • Planning to learn multiple languages and frameworks

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  • may I know why?

  • Planning to learn multiple languages and frameworks

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  • Flutter is cross-platform, and its supposed to be used with dart. (flutter is a framework)

    Planning to use flutter for mobile and pyqt for desktop. since I dont like depending too much on Google

  • Planning to learn multiple languages and frameworks

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  • I will check it out.

  • Planning to learn multiple languages and frameworks

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  • Yeah I know it, GDscript is similar to python. I did some lessons in it while I was trying to deduce if godot is a good choice for me or not.

  • Planning to learn multiple languages and frameworks

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  • I will make sure to cut in half again and one more time to make sure the scope devil doesnt come again.

  • Planning to learn multiple languages and frameworks

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  • I am good with python.Perhaps I also have some experience making games, used roblox studio (~2015) before roblox was ruined and I have used gdevelop recently.

    Blender is what I am learning right now. I hate how frustrating it can be.

  • I'm nit sure tbh

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  • I think the elites want us to be hopeless so we stop resisting them.

    Once we think there is nothing we can do, we would have fell into their trap.

  • the brave troops following orders

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  • also applies to IDF

  • NoFap(Anti-porn group) and the group’s founder, Alexander Rhodes, sued Taylor & Francis and UCLA researcher over a paper critical of the group

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  • Hey, thank you so much for mentioning this!

    Some people just take it way too far to the point that it starts actively harming them Yes, I agree.

    Addiction to porn is harmful (just like any addiction), it causes the addict to be more lonely, and think of women as sex objects.

    Masturbation addiction is a huge time waster(again just like any addiction).

  • Yes, and...

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  • Thanks for the recommendation, the article is interesting and gives me some hope.

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  • It is wrong as a summary too.

    Is this AI generated? The lip sync is horrible, the translated caption is wrong, and the video feels AI generated.