me_irl

"Ok, so why haven't you been at work and didn't tell us for a month??!?"
"Well, it started with procrastinating work cuz I forgot my meds, then I remembered I had to take 3 weeks leave now (or risk fines etc.), and then I realized you and colleagues where angry. As my brain shuts down as soon as I have to explain myself to someone who I've disappointed or wronged, I was too scared.
That triggered my fear of being alone again, including my trauma of being left (by my, as I saw it, bff of 6/7 years or smth, and the first person I actually liked and loved ever; and others).
Anyway, my anxiety spiraled and I'm at my dads place now because the only way to know to help myself then is drugs"
HR lady has left the meeting at sentence 2

Comments

dumbass @aussie.zone 4d ago
Trauma dumping on strangers is my god given right!
motor_spirit @lemmy.world 4d ago
every other MF at work
Lucy :3 @feddit.org 4d ago

"Ok, so why haven't you been at work and didn't tell us for a month??!?"
"Well, it started with procrastinating work cuz I forgot my meds, then I remembered I had to take 3 weeks leave now (or risk fines etc.), and then I realized you and colleagues where angry. As my brain shuts down as soon as I have to explain myself to someone who I've disappointed or wronged, I was too scared.
That triggered my fear of being alone again, including my trauma of being left (by my, as I saw it, bff of 6/7 years or smth, and the first person I actually liked and loved ever; and others).
Anyway, my anxiety spiraled and I'm at my dads place now because the only way to know to help myself then is drugs"
HR lady has left the meeting at sentence 2