i have autism and jefus sucking christ school has to be part of my childhood trauma, i remember in the early grades they forced us to be outside during breaks and i had 0 friends so that meant every single FUCKING day was just spent in abject misery.
i straight up spent many breaks just standing in a corner listening to the same few songs i had on my shitty phone, thinking back on it is god damn depressing and makes me feel like all the adults around me should be put in jail.
oh i didn't get special education, i haven't even gotten an actual diagnosis yet because our healthcare system is on its knees. That's part of why i hate the education system because like.. a kid spending all their time alone should be a pretty fucking obvious indication that they might need some help, but nope everyone just ignores that.