Anyone else get this?
Anyone else get this?
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Nah. It's mostly shameful moments of me being in middle school: 15-25 years ago. I was a kid, but I can't forgive myself and I often ruminate over these 3 things before sleep. That's why I can't sleep without a boring show playing nearby
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What's great is when it isn't even anything you said or did, you just thought it.
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Haha, not my case. I did a lot of wrong things when I was a kid. Even mentioning it here will get me banned from Lemmy
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Just 10? Amateurs.
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Can I have that with a side of irrelevant, minor mistakes that nobody but me cared about. Ideally, they would be from decades ago, but not every place carries vintages like that
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Yes, there's a select few known as fucking everyone.
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My thoughts are in the morning.
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Yeah, but it can cover a far larger period than 10 years if I'm in the right (wrong?) frame of mind - like being overwhelmed with shame and self-hatred for doing something selfish when I was 4 years old.
Thankfully, these days I can generally shut it down by reading a story or something for 10 minutes before I go to sleep.
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...I don't want to talk about it.
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Whenever that’s happened, it usually means my mind is thinking about random things because I’m not tired enough. Time for me to get up and find something to do!
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Sometimes. My mind playfully mixes it up, though. Instead of dwelling on the past it'll force me to second guess relationships with friends and colleagues, or it may throw in the inevitably death of loved ones.
In all seriousness, I usually drift off pretty well. I tend to think about a warm, cosy place where I'm safe from a raging wintery storm outside. This place also has snacks, hot drinks and internet. Sometimes it's a lighthouse or sometimes it's like an isolated weather station. Pretty weird, I know, but it keeps the mental wolves from the door, so to speak.
This kind of thing is terrible. Happens to me too. Some quiet nights amplify loud thoughts.
There's ways of dealing with this, though. All take practice. These work for me:
Maybe this helps one of you out there.
Have a good night, all.
Edit: a mostly boring podcast helps as well.