Okay, so, first of all, thank you. I'm really glad you made this comment because it basically just proves by pure example that you literally just don't know what the definition of the word "authoritarian" is.
It's ironic, really, because your own definition of authoritarianism (which is pretty much just people creating and enforcing rules for how you interact with them) implies that what you really don't like is the fact that you lack the ability to force your own will on others. Beehaw's administrators and moderators don't want you there because you insist on being able to voice beliefs that they find offensive or dangerous, but the implication of your criticism of them as "authoritarian" is that you think they shouldn't have the power to keep you out, and that you should have the power to come and go as you please and to say whatever you want without consequence or censure. In other words, you want the authority to force others to cater to your desires and to run the website in a way that benefits you, at the cost of what others may want. If others don't want to be around you or interact with you because they find the way you act to be harmful or offensive, but you think they should be forced to tolerate your presence and be forced to interact with you regardless, then you're saying you think you should be able to impose your own will over theirs.
Does this...remind you of anything?