this needs to be said. i'm sorry. for my love

i'm crying as i write this. unfortunately, my depression is really kicking in. i don't have an interest in much, which is why i mostly go along with whatever you want. i kept wanting you to appreciate my interests, but what interests do i have at the moment? none.

so i go along with whatever you do. even if you prefer video games to me, i will accept that and i will still love you.

i love you and i just want you to know that.

i love you, whatever happens.

i love you so much and i'm so sorry.

i'm so sorry i'm all depressed and stuff. i know i can't be the boyfriend you want but i love you anyway. i will try to be better, i promise.

i will live for you. don't worry, i will live. i wasn't planning on dying but i am depressed. anything for you.

sorry if this is incoherent.

i hope i didn't fail as a boyfriend.